Dream is fulfilled

Alhamdulillah

Still in Syawal, Alhamdulillah..Eid Mubarak to all muslims in the world. Eid Mubarak. May Allah accept all or good deeds and Ibadah through out the blessing month Ramadhan and hopefully for the rest of our life. Alhamdulillah, Thank You Ya Rabb to give us opportunity to fast during Your Holy month, Ramadhan.

Dream is fulfilled or should I say, dreams are fulfilled?
Alhamdulillah, Allah give me lots of chances in this life. Chances and opportunity to fulfilled my dreams.

I just got my DSLR yesterday. The one that I bought online in the middle of night of 30 August 2012. It was Friday night, and the night where the citizens of my country waiting to celebrate the year of 55th of Independence Day. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah for giving peace to our country. O Allah, do protect us from doing the things that You dont like. Guide us to Your path O Allah. I was thinking to give the name for my new DSLR, just for this laptop but both of them still unnamed. Poor them.. <3.

I also bought bicycle from my senior, a couple of days before Syawal and took the bicycle on the last day of Ramadhan 1434. Alhamdulillah. This bicycle also unnamed. =( ... but might thinking of them soon =)))

I bought so many and now I'm scared to look at my saving..Haha.. but never mind. Its not that I spending too much but sometimes needs something to satisfy the needs. No need to borrow from someone else but now I can lend them. How nice and happy the feeling to be able to help peoples who are in needs. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. O Allah, do give me opportunities to help people who are in needs. I am neither a doctor to help people who are sick , a rich person to donate lots of money nor a sweet talker person to ease the heart of everybody but Allah, do give me a right person/s at the right time and the right opportunity for me to help him/her/them.

YEsterday I met Nina, one of my housemates during my foundation. It almost four years since I met her. She bought her sister, Ain and her sister's friend, Aimi along. I am so happy to hear that both of Ain and Aimi taking dentistry at Jordan. All the best my dear.It is one of my dream to achieved when I was 17 but somehow, plants interest me more.. =D. For Nina, good luck in your medical studies. Wish all of you the very best of luck and may Allah make ease your journey in this world and hereafter.


Ok, need to finish my proposal for honours. Suddenly wish to go home..Miss Ma, Abah, Abang and Adik2. My Mek, Mok and Ayah too. Ya Allah forgive our sins and do place us in Your Jannatul Firdaus, Guide us Ya Allah. Protect us in this world and hereafter. O Allah, the only God that we worship, The One and only One. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah to be born as a muslim. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Ya Allah.

The best gift from ALLAH for this Ramadhan

ALhamdulillah, nothing can I do to express how grateful I am to Allah for what He had did for me... SUBHANALLAH,ALHAMDULILLAH Ya Allah... ALLAHU AKBAR..LAILAHA ILA ALLAH....Allah, my only and the only God

On the 25th night of Ramadhan 1433, which was last two days, ALLAH give me opportunity..in fact, it is the best gift and opportunity for me. I was dreamt of my late grandfather, "Ayah". How ALLAH knew that I am really missed my Ayah. I dreamt that we placed the mixture of concrete and some sort of woods to test that the water from fish-pool is prevented from leaking or flowing out of the pool. It was such a great moment that Allah gave us. Then, the best part was, I was able to hug my beloved Ayah in that dreamt after we had several conversations ( I forgot...=(..). Actually Ayah does not say anything,he just smiled at me when doing the pool. Some gesture that said that I have to be mentally and physically strong. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..for giving this opportunity to see my Ayah's face and hug him..although only in my precious Ramadhan's dream. Ya Allah, in this Ramadhan, I hope from You...do give us opportunity to meet in Your Jannatul Firdaus...Please Ya Allah,,only You that I can rely on in this world and hereafter..Amin... May Allah Bless My Ayah, Che Ya Che Daud ..Al-Fatihah.

Alhamdulillah...Terima kasih Ya Allah for this Ramadhan..Ampunilah dosaku, dosa kedua ibubapaku, dosa abang2ku, dosa adik-adikku, dosa nenek-nenek dan datuk-datukk serta orang-orang sebelumku Ya Allah, sahabat2ku, muslimin muslimat di dunia ini...samaada masih hidup ataupun telah kembali kepadaMu Ya Allah...Ampunilah dosa kami Ya Allah... Selawat dan Salam ke atas junjungan besar kami, Nabi Muhammad s.a.w, keluarga dan sahabat baginda Ya Allah... Amin Amin Amin...

Ya Allah, i do hope that my friends and I can graduate with first class honours Ya Allah...Amin...so that we can help others and own own family,,, and our future family...Amin

Empty without Al-QURAN

Bismillah

Alhamdulillah, All the Praise to ALLAH the Almighty.

Finished the first paper last Saturday, and yet 3 will comes..ALHAMDULILLAH.

Ya ALLAH, my soul feel empty...missing Your KALAM...how ignorance i am in this few days

AL-QURAN
AL-QURAN, the medicine for my soul,
ALHAMDULILLAH Ya Allah for giving us this biggest gift in this dunya
AL-Quran that can guide me and all of us...
at anytime, anywhere and at any person..

I cannot imagine how mylife without You YA ALLAh
and I cannot imagine how mylife would be without Al-Quran
ALHAMDULILLAH for this biggest gift Ya ALLAH..

ALHAMDULILLAH...

Byron Bay

BISMILLAH

Housemate event. We went to Byron Bay last saturday by renting a tarago. The trip was fun. Alhamdulillah we manage to arrive at the lighthouse before the sun is rise to perform Subuh prayer and hence saw the sunrise. SUBHANALLAH, the scenery is so great.
This is the lighthouse:



The scenery, just like a picture. This is one of the candit picture that I like the most.



After had some breakfast, we headed to Crystal castle.Unfortunately we arrive earlier than the opening hour. Hence, without wasting time, we went to Minyon Fall. We had packed all the stuff for having bath there. What make us laughed was...ok this is the waterfall





So, where do you think we could have the bathed? O.o. Too high..but again the waterfall is definitely very very cool and i love it. Hence, we concluded that this waterfall not for picnic! Just for sight seeing.

As we coud not have bath there, we headed to Macadamia castle. This place is suitable for parents to bring their child. Unfortunately, in my opinion, the service provided is not worth with what we were paying for.Luckily there is Illama, animals that I never seen in real. Thus I feel that this AUD12 is worth to pay.



The last stop, we went to Surfers Paradise. It just like a normal beach for me. However, the difference is there were lots of surfers. They seems to enjoy the wave. And ALHAMDULILLAH... I was able to watch with my own eye that day...the hovercraft. Type of transportation that I'm really wanna see since I was 8 years. ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH O ALLAH for giving me this chance. I'm never know that You give me this such opportunity. The dream that I had for almost 15 years came true this day.



Went back and arrive home at 6pm after 15 hours went out from home.O ALLAH, Alhamdulillah for giving us opportunity to see Your creature. O ALLAH, You are the Greatest One.

Thank You Allah for this sun, cloud, ocean, beach, food, friends, energy, health....and everything O ALLAH.



ALHAMDULILLAH

2 daYs 1 NighT at SunSHinE CoasT

BISMILLAH...

Sunshine coast. The place where I spend my holiday with the other eleven ukhti. Nice place to see the Greatest of Allah creature. The mountains that standing firmly on their own, the sounds of waves that give the calm to heart, the river and ocean that offer sustenance to human being (food, sport, business), the shiny of sun that give the light and energy to living organism, the moon that lighten the dark of night (I saw the full moon that night) and the stars that give a nice and delight decoration to the empty sky...O ALLAH..All the Praise is only for You. The Almighty.

"Maha Suci Tuhan yang telah memudahkan kenderaan ini untuk kami, sedang kami sebelum itu tidak terdaya menguasainya. Dan sesungguhnya kepada Tuhan kamilah, kami akan kembali!" (Az-Zukruf:13-14)

With the prayer, we strart the journey of 2 days and one night

The first place that we stop is the oil station...Of course! need to make sure everything is enough before the journey is started.
On the first day, we went to:

1) The glass mountain, the place which I thought there are lots of glasshouse that surrounded by mountains. Unfortunately my expectation goes wrong. =D. This is the smiley face, not to tease but to be glad. Why? Good question. The actually place that I went is incomparable. Because it is the creature of Allah. The mountains look unique in their own and the arrangement of conifers, just like it is a painting. ALhandulillah O ALLAH give the opportunity to my eyes to saw Your Greatness.

Almighty ALLAH make the mountains stand on their own 2) Kayaking until my arms hurt. This is because,......we had a RACE... I got second place. Its a long time since I have not kayaking and doing some exercise. It is so tired,!!!

3) Mathurat at Bulcock beach at Coloundra


4) Heading to our backpackers homestay..Just nearby.


This is one of the rooms that we stay together for a night. Quite nice =D. The pantry is shared but each room is provided with own toilet.

The second day, we have

1)Mathurat at the riverside, just beside our backpackers homestay...then we go through Quran chapter, while waiting for the sunrise. Its our sustenance to see a dolphin comes. Thanks Allah.

2) Plays laser tag for almost 2 hours till the sweat running freely..(Over Metaphore!!)..I have fun here. I got an ultraman key chain..Here it is.

3) Then heading to beach to build our sand castle.

4) Second beach to perform Maghrib and Isyak. We have Mathurat here too. I saw pelican again..and a big black dog.

Heading to home...Really tired but fun. By the way, I got macadamia for my housemate. The raw one...We roasted the next day and eat together..How nice ukhuwah is.

Alhamdulillah O ALLAH for giving this opportunity for me and friends. O Allah do bless my journey to Byron Bay this morning.
O ALLAH do make me one of Your occupant in Your Heaven. Amin..O ALLAH do give to my family and muslimins too..AMIN..

.....ALHAMDULILLAH.

Second dAy oF Holiday

Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim
(In the name of ALLAH, the Most Gracious,Most Compassionate)

First of all, I would like to talk about Easter Day. This term, "Easter Day" was first "knocking" my eardrum on April last year. I have no idea at all about this celebration. By the way, today is the second day of my mid semester break. Yesterday is Good Friday ( or also known as Black Friday, Holy Friday, Great Friday, or Easter Friday). It is celebrated by the christian for the commemorates the crucifixion and death of Jesus Christ. and today is Easter Saturday or Bright Saturday. It is the Saturday following the Christian festival of Easter. While tomorrow, for christian, they celebrate Easter Day to celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ on the third day after his crucifixion at Calvary as described in the New Testament. Oh, now I know!! Last year, i'm just know that it is christians feast.

Last Thursday was my last lecture with Mark for genomic. "Hi! Good Morning" ,What a nice and happy morning, my lecture that I looked at from far for the last 5 weeks greet me as I stepped into the class. "Morning!", I just replied his morning greet. Mark, he is a unique lecturer for me. He like to use his body language, especially his hands to explain to us about the lecture. He has his own style of teaching. Thanks Uncle Mark. By the way, Scott, the other lecturer for genomic (lecture us about practical), also had his last lecture with us last monday. Thanks you for the both of you. Thanks for your willingness to share your knowledge!! Thanks for sharing!!!!!!!

After the lecture, I walked to glasshouse, finishing the maize measurement...and it took about 2 hours for us to measured them...Thanks Jessica. The other group members came as we finished the measurement. I though they would not come since it is quite far for them to travel. Thanks guys for your support and commitment. Suddenly I miss you all gals..How I feel bless to be in a group with you all. Thank You Allah for giving this chance for me to meet them.

Today, nothing much happened but I have a long chat with my housemates..Haha, started from I fried the pancake, eat together, have a chat...carry on till its time for Zohor prayer..."too many things to talk as we grew up", one of my housemates said as we started to finish our chatting.... Then I accompanied friend to her lab to "visit" her bacteria culture. Quite a stink odour..Bacteria..hopefully she manage to grow them..Amin..

By the way, I gonna have a two days one night trip at Sunshine coast tomorrow. Have not prepare anything yet but hopefully everything gonna be ok. O Allah, bless our journey, bless our tentative programme, bless and do protect us, O ALLAH.

I seek apologise from anyone that hurt because of me...

O ALLAH, I seek for Your Forgiveness..Do make me a better muslimah..Bless mylife, myfamily, my ancestors, all muslimin in this world and hereafter, and especially our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. Do give your hidayah (guidance) to my non-muslims friends too O ALLAH. This is because I love them too O ALLAH.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

aT Last Got That One..The Sustenance..Recognition

BISMILLAH

ALHAMDULILLAH for todays life

Like usual, went to uni for 9am class. My lecturer, Bernie would like us to introduce ourselves, by name only. Then, I told my name..quite long for them..Then he told me something that make classmates and himself smile. I am not sure maybe he asked "Oh..so, where is Diana?" perhaps but I am not sure since I am not so into their slang. I'm just into theirs and just give my smile.=D. Contrast, this year he look so cheerful. Good for him. He brought pear and snack peas to show us the development stage of plants. The line on the pear fruit is claimed to be the folded up of multiple leaves. And actually, all plant organs are modified leaves. Ok let me show you the evolution of leaf


............-Leaf -> Bract -> Sepal -> Petal -> Stamen -> Carpel........


We did revise the double fertilization in female gamete where the the two male gamete fertilise the egg cell and center cell, the meiosis in male microsporocyte to produce microspore tetrad, and a lot more about reproductive development. Such an nteresting course!!!

Then I went back home after watering the maize plants inside the glasshouse. They look so much different between soil treatments and nutrient availability..Mine is Kurrosol.

Went uni again for 6pm class. Its is Introduction to management. We learnt about environment and corporate culture. Quite good!! I am late since I choose to pray at home first before went for class. Furthermore I have guest at home. Zaira!! I am so glad she came to my house for the first since I;m moving here. We walked together to uni after perform Maghrib prayer together, Jumuah. Unfortunately she misplace the go card and need to went back at my home to find it. She cannot remember where it is..till this hour..I hope she manage to find it...Zaira!!! Thanks for coming. I am so glad. Whenever I prayed, I remember to all those friend that perform Jumuah prayer together with me in this room. How nice and syahdu I feel. It really some sense that cannot be explained my word..It just can be explained by heart..Alhamdulillah..Thank you Allah for giving this feeling, the feeling how lucky and fortunate we are as a muslims. The bond that binds us together..no matter who we are, coming from where and what status we are. Thank You ALLAH.

During Introduction to Management lecture, the guy in front of me wanna answer the question that brought up by the lecturer. I'm just looking at him and listening. Then, April, my lecturer move one step closer to me. Seems to ask for my opinion. I become nervous till my nose sweating..HAHA!! We stared each other, the she said " You deserved the chocolate since you sit politely behind", with a smile, she gave me a mini cadbury dairy milk...I'm just smile and forgot to thanked her since my adrenaline still in high level. Here it is:



"Sis, its your sustenance...ALHAMDULILLAH...", my junior that sit a seat far from me told me with a smile.. ALHAMDULILLAH.
Perhaps April recognised me when I greet her last couple of weeks at the uni dining hall...Perhaps..I would like to share with my two friends this mini chocolate but they said, its ok Diana. Maybe next time guys. =D

What a coincidence, I'm just thinking lately that it would be nice if I got it from her because I am able to voice out my opinion in front of others? Fortunately Allah granted my small wish with other way. Thank you ALLAH.

Although I can buy it myself but when we get from others we appreciate it more. Thanks April.

Ops, one more! Just called my younger sister. She spoke chinese with me? I cannot understand except the word laoshi and ma? then she teach me again and again how to pronounce the sentences..Thanks dik!

ALhamdulillah for today. I wanna to continue with some reading and perhaps report. THanks you ALLAH. ALHAMDULILLAH.

BUlaN BarU!!!

BISMILLAH

Already the third day of April. MEaning that there are two months to go for honours and final exam.
FEel scared..>.<..
Lots of things happened this week and the last week. Too many to list.

->First assessable tutorial..ALHAMDULILLAH
->Forgot to submit assignment before the class. Immediately emailed to the lecturer and successfully submitted 2 hours after the lecture. ALHAMDULILLAH
->The boiling chicken overcooked till the water dried and the chicken pieces turned brown (still Yummy!!)-due to too nervous not submitting on time..O ALLAH, do make me not forgetful..AMIN...
->Friend asked for me to be a "friend" to her cousin..O ALLAH do give a pious husband that can lead me to Your path and me can help him to Your path too. and together raise our children and family to Your path..AMIN...
->Too hard to get up from bed till I miss the genomic class and watered the maize in glasshouse..Sorry guys!! Luckily there is lectopia. ASTARGFIRULLAH AL AZIM...
->Inspection of dwelling by the agent= Luckily I do cleaned up the kitchen before went to class at 9.
->Submit assignment..What did I write? ALHAMDULILLAH,...I finished it early than expected.
->Today, get busted by tutor for the Q7..and I am the last person to finished the genomic practical session...>.

O ALLAH do protect my sight from looking at the things that can make my heart and my brain to be forgetful...Protect my tongue to say something that can hurt people..Protect my ears from listening to the bad stuff..Protect my family, myself, muslims and religion from slanderer...

O ALLAH my life is Yours and to You I give my life. I have nothing..It is Your Gracious that give me this life...THANK YOU ALLAH...

ALHAMDULILLAH

AlmoSt 2 Hr ScrUbbbing The ToILEt..

BISMILLAH..

I planned to continue writing my scientific report today. However till now I just read the article without writing anything but alhamdulillah, I learnt new thing. Apart from that, I'm done on analysing my management tutorial task for tomorrow..HUzzah!!

Meet & Greet, The theme of todays event. I went there quite late..an hour before it ended. I went there neither to meet and greet nor eat but to take some stuff from my friend that just came back from Malaysia. However, when I arrived, I did meet and greet my friends which I already knew...and I eat nothing since I just had my simple but satiate lunch. >.<.

Went home...then after Asar prayer, I decide to scrub the toilet floor and shower mirror since it had been a long time I never do it. Almost every inch of toilet edge I scrubbed till my hand and shoulder get pain...pain till right now...Ouch!! I did not expect to scrub until my shoulder feel so much ache.. I did check the mirror after 15 minutes of 2 hours..still unsatisfied..maybe I need to buy extra power detergent to make the mirror shine like a new gglass...After clean up myself by having bath, dress up myself with new cloth, sit in front of the laptop, the Maghrib azan is already on...Alhamdulillah, I perform my prayer and had some dinner to recharge my energy after 2 hours in the toilet to scrub and wiping the very stubborn dirt (Dirt from the body shampoo). Am I too fussy? Nope! Just wanna it to be clean. As clean as the ocean and the sky...HAHA! That's all! Perhaps I need to cut the time for scrubbing the toilet floor and wiping the mirror next time.

Ok done for today..

Do cover your head whenever you enter toilet since shaytan will "urinate" on you. And ask protection from ALLAH...

ALHAMDULILLAH...wish to come here again..

FrEE But EXhaUsteD.. PeTITIoN?

Bismillah

Today I am considered free since the class is only from 8 to 9 but seems a bit exhausted, perhaps just because i have slept for only 3 hours last night (late and not a quality sleep).

What the most interesting I would like to share today is about Falun Dafa or Falun Gong. I'm never came across this word before until today when I went to city to buy a rim of A4 paper from OfficeWork.


The cheapest one!!

After stepped out from 412 bus, across the street, I was greet by a chinese aunty. 'Would you mind to have and read this?'..Oh yes, I answered..Then after about three steps away from that aunty, a chinese uncle came, " Would you mind to join the petition?" "Oh, I need to read what is it all about first",I replied. And the uncle and auntie started to explain to me about what is happened to the Falun Gong practitioners in China. It is about organ harvesting..The cruel and immoral action that had happened for several years and still continuing till today..Then, " would you like to sign up?" " Yup, I am"..Then several conversation happens when I filled the form..and finally,

Auntie: from Malaysia? Or...
Me: Yes, I am. You too?
Auntie: Yes I am, KL?
Me: No, east part. You?
Auntie: KL
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Auntie: Are you happy to be here? Not too hot right?
Me: Quite happy..
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Me: one and half year to go...
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She is so friendly =D. Then she gave me this lovely lotus replica... The shiny colours of the origami paper is so catching!! plus with enthuse words " Truthfulness, Compassion and Tolerance".

Lovely right?


I am not knowing much about what is happened. Basically it is about inhuman activity that happened to the Falun Gong practitioners in China where their organs were harvested. I am not here to judging but let browse some of the snap pictures from the pamphlet that I got at Brisbane city this morning.








Okay, done for today.

"When Our Heart is ready to accept, everything would be easy. It is all depends on our heart. Islam is a beauty religion. When a person asked, " How can you prove that Islam is the most perfect religion?"...The answer is " There is no answer for this question". Why?

There is no use to explain why Islam is beauty while your heart is full of hatred. Every answer will became useless. That is why when you try to understand Islam, purify your heart and try to accept..InsyaAllah (by the will of Allah), you will love Islam..Amin..

O ALLAH, I seek for your forgiveness... Bless my life and all muslims in the world and hereafter.. Show the true path to others too..AMIN....

ALHAMDULILLAH.

PLant & SoiL R/shiP.....GeNomicS & BIOinFOrMATICS...

BISMILLAh.....

ALHAMDULILLAH, the first word that I would like to expres. Lots of things I learnt today. First of all, let me remind...this entry will be about academic story line...O.o.

Soil and plant relationship!!! one of the subjects that I enrol for my final undergraduate semester (InsyaALLAH). Start with global warming, lecturer did explain about how nitrogen gases contribute to the global warming,,production of nitrogen....and so on. What fascinate me the most is when the lecture said that biofuel does not help to reduce the global warming at all!! This is due to the production of N2O gas. Lets me note down few notes that I think important to know today...

-> Denitrification can happen in both aerobic and anaerobic condition
-> Nitrification can happen when high oxygen content (This is the key for the process!!)
-> Nitrogen gases production depends on moisture,temperature and availability of nitrogen. High moisture cause high production of N2O since anaerobic conditions keeps on..Temperature high cause soil production higher and hence more N2O is released.High amount of nitrate source inhibit N2O reduction (So N2O will remain in that state???).

Okey! The other point that lecturer left for us to think. CARBON! The organic is better placed on the surface of the soil or deeper inside the soil? The exact answer for this issues or query still in debate. And yet, no definite answer is achieved.

At the second hour, new lecturer came to give us an overview about the things that he will lecture us for about the next 13 hours lecture in this 2 months. It is about soil physic and plant growth!! How exciting!! Soil physic basically about how the water interact with the soil surface under natural condition. Lots of new and refreshing terms were "injected" to my brain today. Let me note down here again

water potential, mechanical impedance, porosity, bulk density, capilary, texture versus structure, wilting point, field capacity, gravitational, soil strength, atterberg limit (100 years anniversary this year).

For soil strength, it depends on water content. The strength is high when the soil is dry and vice versa, when the soil is wet, the strength is weak.

O ALLAH, I LOVE ALL YOUR CREATURE....THANKS YOU FOR GIVING ME A PAIR OF EYES TO ADMIRE YOUR ALMIGHTY...







FOr Genomic & BioInFORMatic...I am glad that I am able to ask tutor for what I am confuse about without just letting this inquiry lingering around my brain only. ALHAMDULILLAH. For today, I learnt about how to sequence the alignment and find the similarity between two amino acids. It was really fun, especially during practical when we try to solve the problem and at the same time, more understand on what we are learning...BLASTBLASTBLAST...CONSERVEDCONSERVEDCONSERVED...DOTPLOT...DYNAMIC PROGRAMMING...ALIGNMENT SCORING...K-TUPLE...OPEN GAP..GAP SCORE..MISMATCH... DIAGONAL...MATCH..PENALTY...HOW BIOINFO IS SO MUCH FUN!! MAKE MY BRAIN FUNCTION LIKE A PERSON!!! I LOVE BIOINFORMATIC!!




ALHAMDULILLAH for today..

O ALLAH..I seek for your forgiveness.

HARI YANG INDAH!!!

BISMILLAH

ALHAMDULILLAH, I can keep the promise to water my plants at glasshouse at 730am this morning. Although I cannot sleep till 2am passed, I am able to wake up, shower and having breakfast before starting my first step to UQ for today.

A lot of stuff happening today but I am glad and thanks to Allah for chosen me to experience this moment. Alhamdulillah (Praise to ALLAH). Start my morning with the prayer that everything that happens in this weeks will be fine and under the shade of His bless.

After reading my colleague blog last night, I'm just realise that one should grab all the opportunity that they have in order to gain the satisfaction in their life. For me, I like to dream and dream without any intention to fulfil my dream. Actually I did but there are many things need to consider (too many excuses!!!). Lot of dreams, I wanna do that and this, wanna go there and there, wanna learn this and that....but at least, I just let my dreams and hopes disappear, lost and fade as the time passing. Like a dandelion that blow away by the wind, starting new life at new place. The good luck make me 'germinate' and 'grow' or else... remain as the dormant seed that serve no purpose.=(

OH!! Stop all this metaphors..I am not the poetry (but I wanna be). Okey!! Today is a good day apparently. My first class at 8 seems to be fun and beneficial since I can focus on what Christine said,,,basically because I were preparing last night by revising the previous lecture and the one that she gonna lecture us for today. ALHAMDULILLAH, all the praise to ALLAH because opening my heart to understand the lecture. Then, I went to my only tutorial of the semester, management studies where I did not expect at all that my tutor did shuffled my tutorial groups. ALHAMDULILLAH again as I were in a group with nice students. One from Canada and two of them are from Australia, this country. What I am surprise the most is when my Canada notice the Palestine flag that I buttoned on my pencil case.( I did not expect he knew about that). ALHAMDULILLAH and INSYAALLAH Palestine will be free one day..AMIN..I LOVE PALESTINE since it is OURS, MUSLIMS'. <3

Then, I proceed my day with genomic and bioinformatic class. It was a very good class since it is one of my dream to study about how to interpret the computational analysis of the gene that I use to study until now..ALHAMDULILLAH. My class class for today was Plant Biology II practical. Overall, the practical is just counting the adventitious root that forming when the hormonal and chemical signalling were applied to the wild type and mutants. My group for todays practical, as well as other colleague is fun too!! Thanks guys. ALHAMDULILLAH.

I turned up at the fron t of PC2 lab one hour earlier today ( What a crazy waiting!! Haha, I was so excited actually O.o ). Before that I went to the Faculty of Science to ask about my honours programme that will commence by the end of July this year (InsyaALLAH). The staff is superb. He is very nice guy to explained and tell me everything that I asked for with no reluctant. (It's my service...he said that) Yup, its his but I am glad that you did it well. Okey! Why waiting at the front of PC2 lab, I noticed that a chinese aunty is waiting for some one else too. We chat for couple of minutes (15 minutes perhaps before her colleague is coming). What a surprised as she is from Ipoh actually, from my country (Actually I already expect that she is either from Malaysia or Singapore)..Basically based on our culture, and the way we look like..Asian. Okey, I dont know but there is strong instinct that can guess who is from our area and not. ALHAMDULILLAH to have this instinct. She talked about the Malacca that she used to live during childhood where there is wet market, river that flow nicely....She always went there back then as her mother brought her together..playing at the side of river and so on. I am listening to her stories. I am so glad since she wanna shared with me and I am so thirst for that kind of surrounding area, where everything is so natural with no boxes of concrete block. I am prefer to live in village surrounding..That is why I love plants.

Finish the day at university, walking back to home while the rain is showering softly upon my face, like a shower of blessing from ALLAH for todays life. ALHAMDULILLAH.


Invocation for when it rains

"O Allah, (bring) beneficial rain clouds"




Supplication after it rains

"It has rained by the bounty of Allah and His mercy"





ALHAMDULILLAH....

UnexplainaBle FeeliNG...ASTAGHFIRULLAH AL-AZIM

BISMILLAH AL RAHMAN AR RAHIM
(IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, MOST GRACIOUS MOST COMPASSIONATE)

Ya Allah.
Thanks for giving another day for me to live in Your world.
enable me to breath and see Your magnificent creature. ALHAMDULILLAH

Ya Allah, every words in the Quran calm my anxious heart down. ALHAMDULILLAH, Thanks to be to ALLAH.

O ALLAH, I seek refuge in You from grief and sadness, from weakness and from laziness, from miserliness and from cowardice, from being overcome by debt and from being overpowered by men (i.e. other people) ~Al-Bukhari 7/158

Subhanallah...

On the day BAck tO Australia AfTeR 3 months SuMmeR bReak

Alhamdulillah. Just arrived at home in Brisbane yesterday. There is lots of things happen on the day of my flight from KB to KUL. Alhamdulillah ALLAH ease my way to come here finally.

On 21st morning, I woke up early to pack my super big luggage. My YOUNGER sister ( haha, i cannot leave the word younger since my sister will always remind me as when I said "good morning@ thank you@ sorry sister", she will tell " Ops only sister? where is younger? Younger sisterlah kak...". That morning, she woke up to prepare herself to school. Before she went to bathroom, she came toward me and open her arms, "Sis, don't leave me...", when I was packing my staff inside my giant bag...several conversations happens then we packed up the dates inside the ice-cream plastic together. She forgot to have her bath (pretended since she want to accompany me and afraid that i will left her when she went to school). My second younger sister came and mind her to have her bath quickly since the time for school is late already.

Then, when she went to school, my parent and I went to my aunty house to meet my 'Mok' a.k.a my grandmother to inform her that my flight is at 5.she told me how fast the time goes and I'm going to work already. She looks so happy and advise me to study 'elok-elok' ( study well). On the way back to my home, I feel so nervous that something might happens on that day and hopefully it is not during my flight. After about 2-3 minutes on car, there is a loud sound from the right rear wheel, just like my car hit something."Ops, what happen?", I just ignored it then the sound comes again. " bocor ke?" (puncture?) my mom try to confirm my dad. and the result is......punctured!!! We though that it is normal puncture but my father suddenly said. " ops ade benda rupanya". "Apparently there is something"....OH MY LORD.. the tire together with the rim are already punctured with a big 4 inches nail, believes comes from the construction along the road. My hero, who is my dad, replace the tire.

Oklah, as usual, I peluk cium (hug and kiss) my nenek (tiba2 rase sebak mase cium mereka. Then kat airport, peluk cium my parents and younger sisters...Suddenly cannot hold my tears and its run out to my cheek...How embarrassed...and make my mom couldnot hold her tears too...My dad just smile while looked at us.

Alhamdulillah I am here already to start my 'WAR' in obtaining the knowledge here, to gain confident, to get great band, to tolerate my desire and what is the most important is to get BLESS from ALLAH s.w.t.

ALhamdulillah..

"I have the power to dream... then I have the power to achieve it"

Bismillah

I got this phrase from ILUVISLAM website but I do alter the phrase since the original phrase use "IF". The two combination of letters that I wanna get rid from mylife.

Yes! You are able to dream...surely you will have the power to achieve it. The importance of dream to drive ourself for a better future. Dream is just like a catalyst that can accelerate yourself to struggle harder to achieve your aims.

I remember what my father and teachers always told me once. " Dream high so that you can achieve better".

Alhamdulillah.

GREEDY

Bismillah...

I am becoming so greedy lately. I want to know a lot but I am LAZY. I'm just looking at my friend's note..She is a doctor to be. I am so jealous since she is studying a lot about human. What future will waiting for me. YA ALLAH give me strength to face the future that already destiny for me.

I hope to have a lot of chances and opportunities to seek your knowledge Ya Rabb.

InsyaAllah...AMin..Alhamdulillah

ALLAH filled up my empty SOUL..ALHAMDULILLAH

BISMILLAH...Assalamualaikum to all muslims all over the world..and have a good day for the non-muslims.

Hows your days? I hope that you all have blessing days. I am just performing my Isyak prayer. Alhamdulillah.. I got the peace.

Alhamdulillah, I had a blessed three months holiday at my hometown for summer holidays. During these days, I thought a lot about dunya (world matters). For example, what I should do after holidays, what course should i take, what job should i apply for the next year and a half, what salary that i admired, what place should i work, how my family should be, who is my partner...and so on. So much to think about the dunya but i did not say that it is wrong. Actually it is good things to do since it did explained that we got a plan in our life.

Thinking of the time that I wasted, I started to improved myself in language,,, I started to read the fact about the scientific journal (since i'm gonna make an honour report next year), how to improve my writing, reads local newspapers and story about the worlds (including gossip----=BAD). I am also try to learn mandarin since I know that there must be a reason why in prophet Muhammad's hadith said "seek knowledge even reach the state of China"--I need references for this. There must be something behind this phrase and I hope that i could 'decode' this phrase one day. however, by looking at the optimism of chinese attitude especially in bussiness (What Prophet Muhammad said that 9/10 of sustenance is coming from business) and education, we can already 'decode' that phrase. Today, the world's economy are mostly conquered by the chinese. The awareness of the parents regarding education make them sacrifice a lot for the sake to educate their children....All in all, they struggle to achieve what they want..and hope for the best!! Congrate!

This is all about dunya.... however we can link them to the akhirat too... Use the knowledge, wealth, energy and our thought for the sake of ummah. Islam.

After Isyak prayer, I opened my social network account. My eye 'stunned' for this phrase.

Allah berfirman: Jika engkau lebih mengejar duniawi daripada mengejar dekat denganKu maka Aku berikan, tapi Aku akan menjauhkan kalian dari SyurgaKu"...---

Just like a lightning ...or a sword that "puncture" my eye straight to my heart... Ya ALLAH...Alhamdulillah for your reminder.
Oh my Lord, ALLAH the Almighty... make us love You more than everything in this world...make us not to forget You,.. make all of us an obedient slave of You, Ya RAbb.

P/s: Priority hereafter but not to forget the world too. The easier step, Recite BISMILLAH (with the name of ALLAH)....once you wanna start your daily activity and ALHAMDULILLAH (Praise to Allah) when you finished it. SUBHANALLAH (Glory be to Allah) when you see the beauty or something amazing, and ASTAGHFIRULLAH (I seek forgiveness from Allah) when you saw improper action for example.

Assalamualaikum.. ALHAMDULILLAH ( Praise to Allah).