The Restless Heart

Bismillah Ar Rahman Ar Rahim

With the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and Most Compassionate.
O Allah, my heart was and still restless these few days. I am not sure why but there must be something that I am worried of. O Allah, calm my heart like how You cooling the fire that surrounds Prophet Ibrahim.

Wheat in the anthesis stage. A snap from my project this 2012/2013.

Islam is the light that guide us in the darkness.

The beauty of the lamp from human creativity, but Who did give human this creativity? Think!

O Allah, I am so afraid to lose. Still, I am not prepared to. O Allah, all the things that I owned till today is Yours. Everything is Yours but my heart is still like this. O Allah, make my heart strong, as how You make the mountains, make my time valuable like how You make the water watering the earth. o Allah, give me the forgiveness. I am a person with lots of mistake. O Allah, give me friends that could bring me closer to You and make my friends, family and me closer to You. o Allah, give us the chance to meet You in Jannatul Firdaus, give us chance to meet the Prophet and sahabah. O Allah, pour my heart with Taqwa. O Allah, Only You, the Only God to Worship..


Amin.

The awareness of a young child

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Assalamualaikum adek(younger sister). The conversation of an adult sister (AS) with her younger begin (YS).

AS: Assalamualaikum, can I speak to ...( the AS trying to act as the teacher that wanna to speak to her sister)
YS: Waalaikumussalam, yes, I am speaking here.
AS: Oh really, umh...Hahaa..(The AS could not hold the laugh since several conversation happens). So, adek, what are doing today?
YS: Nothing, I;m doing nothing
AS: No such nothing, you must have anything to do right?
YS: Yup, just watching the television and sister playing the game on computer.
AS: Why you did not want to speak to me earlier?
YS: No, I wanted to...hehe
......
YS: Kak (sister), the outside is raining now..
AS: Yes, I can hear it.hehe (She know that her sister wanna stop the conversation since she is so afraid of thunder)
YS: Really? You can hear it. WAit, I will make you hear it more (She pointed the phone to the outside)
AS: Adek, the weather is very hot today, I am being 'burnt" hehe..
YS: Umh, heee, Akak! If there is a rain there, how the hail is look like? You cannot go outside right? What did you do?
AS: Owh, I couldnt go outside.
YS: Why? Actually you can..let me give an idea.
AS: Really?(She wanted to encourage her sister to think..you know how the child is so creative.)
YS: You can go outside by cycling the bicyle and take the umbrella right?
AS: No, since the umbrella will broken.
YS: But you can use the iron umbrella right?
AS: Really? but where can I get it? You wanna make it for me?
YS: Umh, you do it yourself. I did not know how.
AS: You do it for me please, you must know about it.
YS: Sorry, I could not since I do not know.
AS: Ha...let me ask Abah (father) to do it, ok? I will tell Abah that You want it..hahha
YS: No no, poor Abah. He already build the new bedroom alone at the back of the house. Don't tell him.
AS: Nobody helping? You said just now the outside is raining. Why you didnt help (The sister tried to test her sister)
YS: No, Abah already inside the house now. Dont believe in me? LEt speak to Abah. Before this his friend helping but today he do it alone. Yes, alone today.

Alone..

Oh, the story make me really think the word of "Sacrifice, Responsibility, and love"

Oh, how I admire my dad the most. my Abah in short.

Abah did a lot of things to us since we are children till now, being an adult. Abah sacrifice lot of thing and try his best to fulfil his responsibility as a father to us. He provide us the best. We are not coming from a rich family but the love that he show us incomparable. I love you Abah. and I will do anything for you to make you happy, in this life and hereafter. O Allah, give me opportunity to make them happy. Give me time and give them time. Prevent me from doing something that can hurt them. O Allah, guide us as a child, Make us to be an obedient and Soleh solehah children toward our parents and others too. Amin..

The Beauty of Quran language

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Alhamdulillah O Allah for giving us opportunity to breath till this seconds. Alhamdulillah.

I am currently watching the OmarSeries, the most and greatest story that I had ever seen. Every moments in the storyline bring me tears, since it is basically what was happen in the past. The hardship that need to be bear by the earlier muslims in this world. May Allah granted them Jannatul Firdaus. O Allah, although this is only the movies that was acted by the actors, it already bring me the feeling on how the ukhuwah among the muslims at that time. How they cooperate and loving each other because of You, and only You O Allah. How they sacrifice all the things that they belongs including the wealth and family, just because to please You. Islam was and is and will be great forever and ever. I am very touched in the scene when a son that wanted to embrace Islam but the parents object him to do so. And how the son tried to advised the father by using the ayah in Quran.Oh, how I am blessed to be a muslim. And so many scene that bring me tears, not because I am sad but I am really grateful to be born and live as a muslim.O Allah, make me die as a muslims too. Every ayah in Quran cooling the heart like the ice cooling the body in a hot day. Alhamdulillah o Allah. I am really suggested the reader to watch this series of drama. OmarSeries.InsyaAllah.

For the first time in my life, i am just notice how beauty the Arabic language is. Before this, I am just realise when reading Quran but now when I watching this Series, it bring my heart to even love more and more the Arabic language and how I wish to be able to have conversation in this Paradise language. InsyaAllah

Alhamdulillah O Allah for giving us opportunity to do good deeds. O Allah, prevent us and family, also muslims in this world from hurting ourself, others and of course You. Bless ourlife O Allah.